Every Door is Slammed

Every door is slammed shut with the force of a door forced open at the end of the hallway,

One that was never meant to be opened again

Each time someone doesn't answer-

A door,

An email,

A text,

Feels like another one shut and locked 

Bang

Bang 

Bang 

They go, 

Riddling my broken heart with only more holes

Bang,

Bang,

Bang,

They go,

Leaving my chest an open void

-Endora of Mind

Nature's Call

The earth is calling me.

I run with the wind,

Race with the bees,

Call with the wolves.

The trees are calling me.

I sit on the branches

Eating their fruit

Hidden forever in their leaves

The sky is calling me.

I lay on the grass

Night and day

Watching the clouds float on lazily by

The moon is calling me.

I walk outside,

Lay upon the moon soaked grass,

And gaze for hours

The stars are calling me,

They shine through the ones I love

As much as they do in the sky

The birds are calling me.

Luring me out with their sweet songs

I sit upon the dew soaked grass

Gazing about in wonder

The winds are calling me.

Beckoning,

Pushing me along with his cool feathers of wind

The sun is calling me,

 Waking me up on the mornings brow

Embracing me in its tight, warm, rays of light.

-Endora of Mind

They Don't Know

They don’t know

That just because I wear black,

And that I act tough,

That I’m not creepy,

That I have a heart

They don’t know

That I feel pain

That I watch the stars

That I feel love

That I enjoy the little things

They don’t know

That I’m different

That I’m not a freak

They don’t know that we are the same

They don’t know

That when they try to shut me out,

Try to treat me different,

Think they are better,

They don’t know that they shut a door

That they don’t know what’s behind it

-Endora of Mind

Visible Layers

Visible layers are not always who the person is,

Sometimes, a single thought,

A strong thought,

Can turn a dark night,

Into a beautiful day

The future is deserved for passion,

But don’t let quick moments decide leaders.

Luminosity evolves into miracles,

So don’t forget,

Don’t let luminosity take your breath

Decay, hurt, and lies may feel brilliantly,

But visible layers are not always who you are

Now you know,

It’s your chance,

If you’re willing.

-Endora of Mind

Lost In Moments (written for english class)

The smell of the polished floors,

The soft thump of those,

Twirling

Swirling,

Spiraling,

In a graceful flutter

I danced,

I swayed,

I turned,

And I learned,

We practiced and practiced,

Until it was the day

The excitement that came

On that perfect day

The day where we could

Just float away

Lost in the music,

Lost in the sway

Moving

Twirling

Swirling

Away.

-Endora of Mind